Poem

Search my heart for a soul, a spark through night
My mind flitters among the darkened sky
Across the vast plains of this world lies me
Hiding, scared and alone.
I hid myself amongst the whitened clouds
I dived into the deepest depths
A desperate act of a caged me
to free myself from tears.
Pull me out of my reverie, wake me up
before i hide deeper within myself
into oblivion, into nothingness
that i desire for.
In my hiding i've found peace, silence, freedom
My body curled in a ball of protection
around my sensitive heart, broken
tread carefully.
Catch me as i finally fall out of dream
hold me like i want you to
see me, see who i am
for then can you wake me.
My spirit is weak, as i throb in the pain of awakening
let me sleep again, i beg, let me dream
let me protect myself,hide myself
for only then there's no pain.
Hold me fast, hold me firmly for i can flitter away
out of your grasp i will never awake again
darkness will be my home
dreams my sanity.
Show me the love you have, strong enough to bind me here
let this rope be my bond, hold me to you
for now awake i bear my fear and sorrow
for you to read clear.
Leave me not for you are my only hold to sanity
if you should go... then leave me now
if you should go...
then let me dream.
It is in dream that i can hold you forever, it is here...
it is in dreams that you're mine
it is in dreams that we're bound
it is here, that love is real.
Leave me now to dream, but if you wake me
if your tears would stain my cheeks
if your lips would seal mine
then stay forever.
Stay and love me, see me, feel me
hold me in your arms, conquer
i would be yours
my heart and soul.