Yes... here i go again, i know i know...i'm such an idiot at times! I'm just confused... well, when am i not confused?? Even i wonder. Anyway... i was wondering if Yuri meant everything he'd said that night not so long ago... wow, i make it sound like some fairytale... my bad... i hate that because i know life is far from being one. Hay, its bullshit! Life can be such a chore most of the time... but living, somehow... i don't know, there are times i'd rather be lying dead cold than live... but then again, there are really times worth living for. Anyway, back to the topic at hand... ok,i was wondering if Yuri meant what he said about wanting me back, the wondering had been caused by a long overdue communication between us, a simple txt would have been fine... but nothing, really! for the longest period of time, nothing! So i wondered... ok... questioned almost everything, but it s his fault! So, fed up as i was, i ym him yesterday asking him where i stand then shut the computer off, i got my answer this morning... hay... its a wonder how that guy can make me smile even through everything... i don't know how he does it... i hate it sometimes but there's no denying that he has some obvious effects on me... am i really still that in love with him?? Oh well... no choice but to accept the possibility that i am still that deeply in love with him.
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